You don't want to know where I am typing right at this moment because I don't think it is proper but anyways......I haven't written in a while i may write more later but basically for the past couple weeks i have been planning for graduation parties and attending them which i always a lot of fun........I never realized how special I was until a friend of mine told me how special I was to him!  I am so blessed!   Thanks God for loving me!  

I am trying to do this thing on a consistent basis but I dunno it just doesn't seem to be working.  So  let's see here was the run down of my week. 

Tuesday- I went to work and Anthony was in the office.  GREAT!!! Oh Joy!  Sounds like so much fun except the fact that he is only suppose to be working on MONDAY, WEDNESDAY, and FRIDAY and today was MONDAY!  So ya imagine my frustration when I had to SUPERVISE him once again.   LOL!  We got all our filing in order and I made and confirmed appointments for next week.  I got ready for BNI (http://bni.com ) and finished designing our business cards.  Sarah got home from school and we hung out a little bit.  We went shopping and talked about our weekend and just do what we usually do.   Oh my way home I stopped by a friends house and hung out and played games til like 2 in the morning haha!  It was so much fun.  I never realized what a great person this guy was.  I think he has to be one of my best friends or I consider him to be. 

Wednesday- Woke up at 5:30 a.m. which only gave me about 3 hours sleep to get ready for BNI!   DAMN I looked good.  Went to bni talked about Moonface Interactive passed out 5 referrals and I got 1.  It was awesome.  I was so happy! Later that evening we had our business staff meeting and my supervisor told us that she had to lower some of our rates haha!  BUT NOT MINE!!! YEAH BABY!  heheh!!!!  So again after work I went to a friends house.  I was so tired that I kind of knocked out on his bed lol! 

I need to get ready for my cousin's party.  Be back later with pictures hehe! 

Hey!  Well, it's Memorial Day and I think I am going to San Diego today or I may fly up to San Jose for the day.  I have no clue yet and it's noon haha!  Oh wells!  If I decide to go, well hahha I'm such a bum today.  Hehe!  I am in my bright orange "How can I miss you if you won't go away!"  and my really cool red and orange boxers sitting in on my couch and watching my favorite movie "Pretty Woman". 

Well, I dunno!  I am thinking I am seriously moving far far away where people actually care about other people.   LOL!  I think it has been hard for me to open up to people because of the past experiences that I have had and it is starting to effect the people I care about the most in my life and myself.   I consider myself a very caring person and maybe that is why I deal with my parents crap or my friends drama.  Always wanting the best for someone doesn't always leave the best things for you. 

Anyway, Yesterday I spent the day at home watching movies.  I watched Freaky Friday three times it was great.  I loved it!  And I watched Brother Bear.  hehe!  So cute!  I went to Uncle James' house to vist Brennan and Aidan.  Aidan is so funny I try to scare him and he screams and then giggles and Brennan is getting so big and chubby.  Thank God for little babies that aren't mine hehe!    !    Oh I also talked to my little brother and he said he was going to come down here for a little bit.  That's going to be great now Sarah will have someone to mess around with for two weeks so I can get my work done.  Then I can bring him over to Cade and Collin's house.  hmm...let me see if I have a pic of them.  

this is Collin making faces at the camera... hehe and let me see if i can find one of Cade

he is that kid right there lol!   Oo this was at my favorite Thai restauarant Sanam Luang. 

So ya,hmmm wha else can i put on here.  hehhe! 

This is my Lolo and Aidan!  hehe!

this is my mom and dad at our house this past christmas!  haha!  we forgot to take pictures in front of the tree BEFORE we opened our presents so now its all empty!  Well, I think Imma go now and make some phone calls!  See, what's the deal for today!  Take Cares! 

Well, I have deleted all my previous journal entries because lately I have been dwelling in the past and this way it will help me remember only the good things that happen in life.  Today, I speke at church and I could not be the proudest person in the room because all the little youth sang.  It was so cute I almost cried.  They were so good.  

For the past couple weeks, I hadn't attended my church because in a way I was getting fed up that all the adults in the church didn't support them as they needed to be.  To me these people are like my little brothers and sisteers.  I love them all very dearly.  So my sermon was about faith and developing an unsinkable faith.  I learned in Job that he tells his wife " why are we going to accept the good from God and not the trouble?"    That hit me so hard.    I guess I never thought that my faith was so weak until then.  With so much that He has done for me, I still doubt at times.  

sorry had to delete a paragraph

Well for those of you that don't know yet.  I have a new baby cousin that was born on May 12, 2004

Brennan Kai Andres

Aiden is now a Kuya.  Hehe!   The other day Aiden and I  went to the park and here are some pictures of him.  

He's so cute!  I love this baby!  hehe!

Yesterday, I took Sarah and Lindsay to Disneyland and Melanie met us there Here are some pictures lol!

Lindsay, Me, and Melanie

Well one of my friends are coming over to watch Cheaper by the dozen with me so I wll write tomorrow.